Step 8264374 to my dream career...

Last night, I was YM chatting with 1 of my close guy friends in Australia…

This is my 1st entry on this site*… I don’t really have exact plans of how to go about this* since my life is constantly on the roll. But for now… I’ll just share my recent conversation wherein I was updating him about my Emirates Cabin Crew Application:

B Man: howdy ho, neighbourino!
ME: hiiiii :p
ME: hehe i stl dont have earphones but waassuppp
B Man: hehehehe
B Man: ur shocking!
ME: haha WHYYY
B Man: I will buy the stuff
B Man: and send it to you! hehehe
B Man: howd ur applications go?
ME: haha,, aaaawwwww
ME: ok heres the update on that:
ME: wait ill just drink water haha SORRY! :))
ME: drink water too so its fair :p
B Man: is Mc Donalds Lemonade okay?
B Man: heheh
ME: NO! haha… but since u might already be sipping it
ME: then ok :))
ME: u know emirates airlines? ...im going for that now... am super nervous by the way:/ but thanks cs i believe that at least at 1 stage of your life, you prayed for ME! :))
B Man: hehehe
ME: im in for my next inverview... on saturday:(( wah. which is the 5th level of interview
ME: 1: height weight etc; 2: talking, resume scrutiny, reach test, checking of skin, scars etc; 3: more talking, personal experiences, physical rechecking, teeth etc. 4: introducing yourself, question and ; answer, talking in front of the crowd etc. 
ME: its such a long process!!!!
B Man: wow..
B Man: you have been in my heart and thoughts for a while..
ME: i dno if its emirates / the agency thats hiring.... and also because so many ppl are applying for the same position thats why (i mean, whatever college degree/ vocation u have, youre eligible to apply for a cabin crew position right) but its harder than i ever imagined... so many steps and ELIMINATION ROUNDS... my 3 close friends already got eliminated :/ im stl sad abt that... but ill try my best to stick by
ME: aw, thank u:)
ME: its a super crazy process... and like... we dont know what they really want...
B Man: all u can do is leave it up to God..
B Man: Im reading JAMES 4 - boasting about tomorrow..
B Man: Its so humbling, and we ought to say "If It's God's will" :)
B Man: I know you are trusting in Him more than anything atm..
ME: like, theres this gorgeous girl who walked by my friend and i... and we were like, "shes so hired!" then she caME back and didnt even pass 2nd level... and my other model friend, and a really smart childhood friend didnt pass too... super unpredictable
ME: THANK U... i will read that before i sleep
ME: i truly, madly, deeply, wanna be a cabin crew for emirates... as in #1 choice, but i am also aware that something else might be up for me...
ME: so i wanna continue to just trust God and submit to Him whatever i do with regard to this...
B Man: those words are simply beautiful..
ME: i will be very, very sad though if i dont pass on saturday... but... I WONT CLOSE MY DOORS AND HATE THE WORLD.... wah... let's see :D
B Man: hehehe whaaa~!!!!!
B Man: hang in there.
B Man: what tiME is ur interveiw
ME: i have to be there lik e 7AM! :)) haha
B Man: OMG!
ME: I KNOW RIGHT
B Man: What tiME does it finish?
B Man: I will be shooting a wedding, but I want to call you at the end of the day to see how you went?
ME: open ended... depends :)
B Man: ok ok
B Man: well if I was to call you at 10pm (ur time would that be okay?) we can debrief.. hehee
ME: but this is not even halfway of all the interviews i need to go through ok... and also, when i pass all... i still need to pass the training HAHA which lasts a month or so... yea, but i should be more positive :D whee
B Man: hehehe
ME: im pretty sure that by 10pm it would be over! hehe... actually, by 9pm... or 8ish... 10pm would be too late for u (Australian time)
B Man: nope. .  I will just be finishing the wedding about that time..
ME: aaah... ok ok... how abt you, how's life goin?
ME: DONT SAY THE WRONG WORD! "work"
B Man: life is goin alrght.. hehehe I wont say that.
ME: aaaah... good good :)
B Man: but I have been shooting weddings lately.. hehehe
ME: thats nice!
B Man: and shooting asian style photography :)
ME: hey, but thats what u want!
B Man: wedding photos are lookinig HOT!
ME: i wnna see!
B Man: EXACTLY!!
B Man: I will send to you once Im done.. :)
B Man: But I still need to shoot more to get more variety and experience..
ME: go do that! :) i miss "watching" your photos
B Man: hehehe
ME: what abt other areas of your life? hehe, hows all that
B Man: going good..
B Man: relationship with God, I want to get stronger
B Man: youth has been really busy, I never imagined "running" a youth program took so much energy
ME: wow... but proud of you... youre doin somthing really worthwhile
B Man: yeah, its just hard when some of the older kids have "attitude" but I knw I was like that aswell..
B Man: but its weird hay.. hehehe
B Man: we want the youth to grow in numbers for the RIGHT reasons..
ME: SURE theyd have attitude... remember us as teenagers... we had so much of that! haha
ME: yea... but i get ya
B Man: hehehe/// I knw!!!!!
B Man: so  if you can pray for the youth group!! that would be super
B Man: that kids would continue to open their heart to God and mould their life to live lives that imitate and please God..
ME: i will do that tonight:) id love to pray for that
B Man: awwe..  yay!!
B Man: Faith u are the BOMB!
ME: haha... make sure not to say that when you visit me in middle east… just kidding!
B Man: hehe  You will see ME there
B Man: BUT! You must visit ME!!!!!!!!!!! Whn you come to Australia
ME: aaaawwww... youre gonna make me cry... just please pray for ME ok?:)
B Man: of course..  why would I make u cry?
ME: because im so anxious about saturday, i could faint... like, now... i'm faint i n g... elk.
B Man: hehehe. . you will b fine my dear. .chillax
B Man: reMEmber the Big Fella is in total control.
B Man: all you can do is trust him..
ME: sigh... ;;)
ME: youre hoME early?
B Man: nah . . still at the Maccas
B Man: my wireless doesnt seem to wrk at home
ME: aaaaw... which maccas? near your place though?
B Man: in Toongabbie - NorthMead (Parramatta)
B Man: there is a Pancakes on the rocks here aswell, I dnt knw if u were here when it came)
ME: aaw wow, nah not that i can remmber now
ME: im gonna go now to talk to my fam ok?
B Man: sure sure!! Ingat!
B Man: tell them I said hello!!
ME: aaw theyll be happy then...
ME: pack all your things well before u leave! tc:)
B Man: hehe I will :)
B Man: you too.. :) cya


Whether I do become a cabin crew or not, at this time, I trust that there’s a bigger picture than all I currently see... I am very anxious though... But I won't stop heading this route until "I must" / until I know a clearer Plan B if this cabin crew journey is not looking promising.


To be a cabin crew is not “be-all and end-all” for me… But it’s on the very TOP of my dream list right now… It's been in my heart even before I decided to take my college degree. Let’s see if I reach it.

♥